yup.back from egypt.has been a while actually.but kept forgetting to update.baahs.
anyway.things didn't work out the way they would have,did they?maybe you should really find someone else and forget it.cos i'm not ready,and i don't think i'd ever be.after everything that has happened,i guess i'm just tired of it all.it's best being alone,and i feel very deeply about it.i don't want another r/ship,not interested.i'm happy being single.really really. :)
gosh.i'm so upset over the whole jc thingy.i know nj's a good enough school and all.but i hear so much about people gg to the school i want,and i get really whiny about it all cos..it really wasn't my fault that i didn't get there.i wanted to do arts and since it didn't have the subject i wanted,i didn't go.but now it turns out that.there IS that subject,and how can i be to blame when it wasn't stated in the booklet itself?sigh.i don't know.i guess i can just keep trying until there's really no more hope.but meanwhile,the only thing i can do is accept His will and just.go to nj.sigh.all i can do now is just.pray i guess.
well.it is a new year.like everybody's commenting.i guess 2004 has really been quite an eventful year.so much has happened in 2004.friendships formed,broken,drifted.bonds forged,bridges in life crossed.i'd probably never forget some of the events that have taken place this year,but then again.who knows what might happen?time flies.really.
went back to church today after such a long while.just completely broke down in the middle of worship cos of so many things.i guess it's really gotten to a point where i have to bare all in front of the altar.i missed all the people there,the worshipping,the fellowship,the closeness of the cell.i really love them to bits. :)
and i love the way my dog sneezes. :) i wish i could sneeze like that too.
